– The Abandoned Empress Vol.1 Ch.5 – Part 3 –
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“The blessings of life come together. Welcome to Sanctusvita. Please tell us your name and purpose of visit.”
“Aristia La Monica, the eldest daughter of the Dukedom Monique. I want to see the propecy, but is it possible?”
“At what point do you want to see?”
“I want to know about the propecy you recently got. Did not it come down in a few months?”
“There is no such thing. It is th emost recent propecy that came down five years ago.”
Five years ago. If so, it is likely that it is not related to my memory. I heard that it would not be, but I asked her to show me all the record after I was born and asked them to lead me to the prayer room. It would be better to wait in a quiet space because it would take time.
I entered the prayer room and looked up at the carbed piece on the small altar. It is a symbol of the Vita that gives you the shape of a tree in many ways. When I was left alone in a quiet space, all my thoughts were pushed.
What do I do. I do not think there is any propecy that I’m looking for. How do I understand this situation?
My age in memory is seventeen. If I am ten years old, I would have spent seven years in my dreams overnight.
Is it possible? His eyes were cold and his eyes were so lively. The lonely and sad day is so clear.
So is it also a dream now? Is it only the last mercy God gave before my breath was blown?
My body trembled gradually. My heart was burned tightly with anxiety.
How much time has passed. I opened my eyes in a strange space in front of my eyes.
Where is this place?
I looked around and saw nothing. Only an endless white space in unfolding.
In a very unrealistic figure, I sighed a little of despair.
I guess I was dead again.
– “My child is here” –
I was amazed by the whispering voice at the space.
– “I am the one who gives life to all things. You called me Vita” –
A voice called self-giving. I was very embarrassed.
God, is it possible? Maybe someone is playing a prank.
Although they had called me the choosen one, the Bondi Shrine and my family were not in a good relationship.
– “Do not doubt. I know all of you.” –
“If you are the Father of life, please prove that I can belive.”
– “You are a suspicious child, good. What can I prove?” –
“Please tell me the ultimate reason I looked for this place.”
As far as I am concerned, if it was a joke from the temple, it was clear that I would come to read the propecy.
Even if you give another reason, you will not get the right answer. I haven’t spoken it to anyone.
– “You do want to know which one of you is real. your 17th or now.” –
“Uh, how do you…”
-“I am the one who takes care of all things. Nothing can escape my eyes. First, I’ll answer your question. Both are real.”-
“What do you mean?”
How could it be? It’s impossible unless you are against time…
-“Yes. Because I have returned the time of all life with the power of life given to me.“-
What? Turn the time of life? Is it possible that do such a thing even if it is the father of all things? If so, why? It’s obviously against civilization.
-“Because of my blessed child, the fate of many people has been distorted.“-
-“My blessed child was originally destined to be born in your world, but fell to another place due to the twist of dimension. And late found by angel to turned back to the original world. The fate of many of them has been distorted. You’re one of them, child“-
I was frustated. So, from the beginning, she was the ‘child of fate’, she was blessed and loved by God, and she is bound by the fate? Am I just made for her?
“Then why did not you fix the propecy again?”
-“Because I have lost my blessed child, I have also tied the thread of her fate with you.“-
“Are you referring to me as a thread of destiny because of her absence? Did he ignore me so much because I was not a designated companion? As soon as she appeared, his original fate, she fell in love immediately, and I was a substitute.”
“So this heart, my heart that was so heartbreaking is ust the feeling I felt because I was tied to the thread of destiny? I tried so hard, but what I did receive was that I was not the target of the destiny.”
I was a little breathless. Something hot was wriggling from the side of the chest.
“Are not you a God? Is not God loves and cares for all things fairly?”
“Yes? Are you really the owner of all things? God, who treats everything fairly, why is there a child of blessing? All of this world creature is not your child! Your child must be blessed! Blessed child? Did you make me on behalf of the child? Because you has lost your child, did you make me for her?”
“Why did I just have to live for that reason? Because of that I was abandoned, she took everything! What is God? If it is the Creator, it is good to interfere freely with the creature! What is the fate, then it make people so lonely!”
-“Inevitable decisions given to you humans. It is fatum“-
“Do not be ridiculous!”
The energy that wriggled in my heart burst out like a volcano. I screamed in a bunch of layers over the years.
“An inevitable decision? Do not be ridiculous! It is destiny that can not change? Such destiny, I will break it down. I will refuse such destiny! I will never accept my soul!”
-“Man can never avoid fate.“-
The scream broke out in the temple.
Did I have to be deprived of his liberty only for such reason? Was it only because of it that I was raised as a woman for him?
Do you think I was the most lonely in the world without knowing my father’s love and loved him only because of my destiny?
Is that why he can justify my actions? Just because I was not his original companion?
I wrote badly as evil. I could not bear the fiery feelind in my heart. I felt like I was goind to go crazy if I was still there, so I screamed and screamed until I was thirsty.
-“I think you are sincere. But the fate that is fixed can not be changed. Instead, I will give you a gift as a reward for your fate.“-
How much time has passed. I rubbed up my lips on his voice, crying out again and again. I was laughing out of the way.
Are you going to do something like this?
You will give me a present?
Well, good. I am goind to see how great it will be, God, who will give you a gift unlike the past, as the future is flowing again as it gas already been determined.
I’ll take advantage of that reward to break the fate that I can never change.
“Is it? Good. I will receive compensation. I do not want to call you God. But I will never consider you God. I will not appreciate it. You have already taken away a lot from me. Now, I realise that there is no God that loves all things fairly.”
There was silence for a while. Maybe IT’s angry with my words. The God I belived was infinitely merciful, the punishment was sure and righteous, but I did not realize that it was not already.
Are you angry that I said something a little annoying? Then what is the different between God and human.
When I tried to smile and burst my lips, I heard a ringing voice in my head.
-“You are the one who receives my attention, the one who refuses destiny. The way you go is your destiny, and what you want is your way. Your name is Aristia Fiona La Monique, who is pioneers of fate.“-
The white space becan to retreat quickly. I closed my eyes for a moment and suddenly I sat in a small prayer room.